Not too much to say about this day other than the usual. She still isn't eating, very weak, complaining about really bad tummy pain and nausea. She's looking weak but has opened her eyes now and then and has talked a bit which is a really good thing. Her bp is holding up, as is her heart rate. They take blood a lot which is hard on her but her I.N.R.'s are really high and they haven't given her any Coumadin since I brought her in so it's making no sense. What can I say.. none of this is making much sense.
She had some visitors today and actually opened her eyes and acknowledged them. My nephew Greg, one of my caregiver reliefs Gabriella, one of her p.s.w.'s Sadia who is like family for us, and an old friend of the family.
After one of them left I was so upset, actually seriously pissed right off. If you have nothing good to say then shut the fuck up. This person is a religious zealot and for her the only religion is her religion. She once actually bought a stamp and mailed me hate mail about Muslims through Canada Post. Really? I left her a voice mail I was so angry that she did that. I could have easily had her arrested for hate mail. I don't think she realizes that. So while here my mom asked me to bring her Buddha for her so she felt safe, watched over and not alone when no one was here. So this person just can't control herself... just has to spew... and says.. oh Buddha, that's just a gimmick!! I almost shit. Long and short of it I told her that if she wanted me to tell her what I think of her religion I'll gladly do it because right now I have no patience. I'll go toe to toe with her. Damn people need to learn to keep their opinions to themselves. If their God is so great, don't worry, he'll do the picking and choosing when the time comes... he doesn't have to say "hey... what do you think? Think I should let them in? Don't visit sick people in the hospital to crack off about them or their preferences. If you don't have something positive to say.. then like I said.. shut the fuck up. And if you think you simply can't help yourself.. then don't go. No one needs it or wants to hear it. If I wanted to hear an asshole, I'd fart.
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